Salahkah Aku ?

About this one guy..
last nite, aku bgth dye yg aku ta leh time dye as my new BF cuz i still cant forget my ex..
ta smp seminggu aku break off dgn ex aku.. so fhm je la.. ta kan la aku nk time je dye senang2 kan?! salah ke aku ? bkn nk jual mahal ke ape.. cume aku ta nk tipu diri sdri n tipu dye..
i dun want to pretend that i can accept him easily.. gve me more times..
yg dye nk gelabah itik dgn aku knp !! ta fhm lgsg perasaan aku..
mmg dye slalu spent time msg aku, temani aku mse aku bwu2 break ary tuh tp..
aku pon perlu mase utk upekan ex aku dn utk time dye..
aku bkn knl kau sgt..
bkn aku nk pertikaikan kebaikan kau selama ni cume aku frust sgt ble kau kata aku permainkan kau..
TAK !! aku ta buat pon.. aku cube utk time kau tp aku blm blh upe..
bg la aku sebulan due.. tahla..

today, kau lgsg ta msg aku...
kau diamkan aku,,,aku taw kau marah..
tp aku ta taw smp ble kau akan mrh aku..
aku sendirian agy ary ni..
i cant be alone..
when im alone, im thinking of him..all the times..
pls dun do this.. i beg u..
dun leave me now..

Missing You Again and Over Again..

Kenapa sy rindu awk agy..? sedangkan kte da tade pape~
Tibe2 teringat n rindu n perlukan awk sgt2..
Tapi awk..? rindu sy ke..tahla..

Mukin amik mase yg agak lame gak utk upekan awk..kan?
Awk mst da upe at sy.. well bese la LELAKI kan...
At the same time, i meet diz nice guy.. Ta taw dr planet mn dye ni..
Dye care sy sgt2.. but i cant accept him now..
seolah2 cm sy mpergunakan dye utk upekan awk..
im so selfish... i didnt mean to do that to him..
but im not a car that u can fix..
And i dun want him to go away from me..
Salah ke sy?

Awk kata awk perlu mase utk selesaikan mslh awk.. awk brubah sikap dsbbkan mslh awk..
sy ta sanggup tgk perubahan awk..sb tu sy minta putus..
frankly speaking, sy sedih sgt cuz awk ta wat pape kan utk hbngan kte..
tahla.. but now, i really miss u.. a lot..

sy sgt2 sedih........

I Missed You :(

i wanna know..
where were you when i said i loved you
and where were you when i cried at night
waiting up, couldn't sleep without you
Thinking of, all the times we shared..

i remember when my heart broke
i remember when i gave up loving you
my heart couldn't take no more of you
i was sad and lonely...

i remember when i walked out
I remember when i screamed i hated you
but somehow ^{deep inside still loving you}



no one knew, all the pain i went through!!
all the love, i saved deep in my heart for you!!
didn't know.. where i would go? where i would be?
but you made me leave and plus my heart it just kept telling me so..


there was nowhere else to go!
nobody else to turn to..
for the rest of my life, i promise myself..
i will love me first genuinely

Without You

Girls are like PHONE ,
We love to be held and talked too ,
but if you press the WRONG button ,
you will DISCONNECTED




I w0uld have d0ne anything for y0u ,
T0 sh0w h0w much I AD0RED YOU ♥ ,
But it's 0ver n0w ,
It's t0o late t0 save our L0ve ,
JUz pr0mise me , ,
y0u'll think 0f me ,
every time , y0u l0ok up ,
in the sky and see a star ♥ ♥ ♥

➭ pls awk jauhi diri awk dari saya.. its make me suffered..

SINGLE☑ TAKEN☐
single but NOT available !
since today !

私はあなたを愛して

Semalam aku mhadap tv je tgk DVD TWILIGHT & NEW MOON..
hahha im addicted to him(EDWARD CULLEN)!!! gosh~
mak aku smp tegur apo kono anak aku ni hhaah...


TWILIGHT


NEW MOON

aku da tgk bnyak kali senanye..
hahah tp ta jemu lgsg seyes beb ~
scene yg paling aku minat mse edward nak tinggal bella..
sedih sgt2 uwargggghhhhhh!!!
pastu mase bella nk terjun tu...gle la! sedih siott..
agy satu mase edward nk suicide at tpt volturi~

best sgt2 !!

Edward leaves Bella


u want me to be human, WATCH ME


Edward suicide at Volturi place




this is the love that i want but this is never exist... rite ?

S U N D A E

Ary ni plan nak g potong ambut nan my mum..
Lain je ase, besenye ary ahad kuar an BF..
Since im SINGLE ni, heheh jadi anak yg solehah :)
Duk je at umah...
Tgk tv.. im happy wit it..


Kalau nk kuar pon, for sure la dgn KAWANKAWAN yg sgt aku sayangi hehee~
Tp, ary ni nk spend time an family je..
Best even we all have problem tp we still together :)
Senyum ~



I DONT ^LOVE YOU LIKE I DO YESTERDAY

Pasal DIA , still today mmg dia ade hubungi aku agy~
almost everyday dia mct since we broke up..
knp ? aku juga ta taw..
sekarang kami TEMAN TAPI MESRA ..
Aku ta ase tensed sgt la ble dye ta mct aku cuz dye bkn agy BF aku an..
dye lak yg heran np aku ta mct dye selalu ~
pelik la lelaki ni kan..
bole la pretend like nothing happen.. dunia dunia~

MyBestFriendsInTheWorld

Aku terlihat blog ex bestie aku tadi..
Soe sgt2 aku still ta leh upe ape yg kau da wat at aku..
Mmg bg kau ianye biase tpy its really matter to me..
Kau ta taw diri kau caner..
Aku ta kata kau teruk..
Cume, kau mmg pentingkan BF kau....
Its oke la..
Bnda da lepas..
Aku cume nk kau taw, aku ta simpan dendam pon kat kau...


Life kau, so kau buat la ape pon.. As long as kau epy wit it..
Aku pon epy dgn life aku skg..
Kini, aku cume ade NUR AIDA SYUHADA yg still jadi kwn baik aku...
she owez be :) thanx syu !
Myra & Mira Punkid, korg juge.. tksh krn still bersama aku hingga ke ary ini..






Tak upe juge kwn2 claz aku..
Miza, Ekin, Liya, Dyla, Hana, Madir, Opie !!!
Mimi syg sgt2 at korg..
Tiap2 ary kte bersame...Gelak Bersame..
I Love You All So Much !



With my Miza Anje

DamnYou

Sakit btl aty aku..
kau nk ape agy..
eyh! da2 la nk sakit an aty aku..

ble aku ta de kdt, kau ta de pon nk mct aku..
tp ble aku mtk break off dgn kau..
bwu kau nk mct2 aku APAHAL !!!!
!@#$%!!!
aty pon panas la mcm ni..
kau nk ape senanye..
tlg la...
aku nk upekan kau..
dah kau duk mct2 aku cner aku nk upekan kau..

Aku ta fhm la kau ni..
Nak main2 lak nan aku an..
okey.. bt la..
eeeeeiiiiiii geramnye!

WhenYouAreGone

Kini kau tiada di sisi ku menemaniku saban hari..
Aku ta sangka dgn sekelip mata, aku telah memutuskan hbngan aku dgn dye..
Aku da ta tahan dgn perangai dye yg pentingkan diri sendiri..

Aku selalu mngalah tapi kenapa dye ta sedar..?
now i realised that he wasnt man that i love, dye berubah..
menjadi sorg yg aku ta kenal..

ase cm nk menjerit sekuat aty..!!!!
but its not worth it...
he was gone...
away from my heart,my sight...
sangat2 sedih, kecewa, marah, buntu, keliru, mcm2 agy...
after 2 yrs, knp bwu nk jd sekarang..
dunia2.. aku nk edward cullen !!!! now !!!!
i will do something reckless...
cuz i cant forget you...easily...

im too sad rite now...
need a hug !!!!